Family Matters

For one, it is bloody difficult type in a moving car.
Next, you are not sure if Family Matters should be spoken loudly about on public forums, but then this is about the making of ME, and its about thinking loudly to my self, I have to be true to myself, without hurting members of the family who are ingredients of this great recipe.

It was my brothers engagement yesterday, and i was biting my nails off. I had meticulously planned this day for last 6 months now. Father was adamantly against it, and other family members had a little faith on my decision, including the groom.
More than conviction it was a deal that had to planned and executed with all my management abilities.
Manager in me, was a winner at least on this day, marriage, though is still a Little far and possibilities have to be thought of with crossed fingers and effective strategy.

The weak frail man in me was sitting in the loo and wetting his eyes, trying to cope with words from close relatives, how people who have grown up with you, become so insensitive in using words, that ignites or deflates your ego. your insecurities start to reign you and you could be bursting on your seams.
If it was not for keeping an attitude of planing and execution, having no emotional attachment to the deal, it would be difficult to go further.
Guess, all these workshops I attend helps in building rationality and my personality.